Restart

I find it sad… …that a girl with so much going for her – incredible friends, caring family, talent, beauty, health, intelligence, a home, a bright future, faith, belief, strength – A girl whose life is filled with love, Can feel so lost. I find it sad… …that a girl, whose life is meaningful to…

I miss you

I miss you  before you’ve even left. I see the writing on the wall in the distinct hue of my own blood, but I swear I don’t remember writing  a message stained “out of love”. My heart in my hands no longer on my sleeve beating, writhing, small screams saying “stop!” As it burns in…

Of losing love and failure

Her eyes told me a story Of lost faith and deception But she could calmly tell me It was a common misconception And she said it didn’t matter It was her body he was after You see, attention is attention And she never got it from her daddy Oh god we’ve heard it all before…

Night Sky

The smoke curls out of my mouth as I exhale the last cigarette. I begin to walk under a starry sky, and I wonder. As of late, I find myself more and more inclined to sympathize with Atlas. The more I think of you, the more I feel the weight of my mistakes, the weight…

Sympathize

She’s not happy, you know. I wish I could tell you But I don’t think you’d care. She thought she’d be more. She thought she’d be in love With beautiful baby ducks, all lined up And a fabulous career. Mansion included. She’s disappointed with life And the dreams she left behind for us. That’s why…

A brief note

Silent girl, Who harbors cryptic thoughts, I love your inscrutable dark eyes; I can hear, The perfect note of deep sadness That resonates with your silver laugh. Queen like You hold back your unspoken words While I fumble with the poor sentences; I can read The ancient scripts, but am illiterate To what is clearly…

Just another girl and a maze

Sometimes a girl Just cannot help But to enter A difficult maze And got lost inside Sometimes a maze Is fucking brilliant And caused certainly Addiction to death Sometimes a girl Is me And sometimes A difficult maze Is you   Keep Reading 🙂 🙂 Love ❤ ❤

Forlorn Lovers

Don’t take this pain away from me, it’s all I have left. Don’t worry about me, I have no regrets; I fell in love with my loneliness and then I was able to live again. His name is Forlorn, I’ll never leave him ’cause, just ’cause, We’re in a good place together, with no one…

Mysterious Tears

Tears fall from my eyes An unhappy little surprise When the causation is unclear  And my rock is no longer here An overbearing sadness  A disgraceful neglect of bliss A torn sense of sanity  Cannot stand their sympathy  Frustration creeps in A war I never win Uncontrollable thoughts quickly flood The only desire I have…

Options

NOTE: IT’S NOT FOR YOU. MY MIND IS SAD, AND I WENT TO MY PAST… 😦 😦  I wish I could deny you this love, Deny you my heart, Deny every kiss, every touch, But I see that it’s too late for me, And denial now is not an option But tell me this my…

Squaring the circle

Thoughts fall with structure and symmetry…. as if whole your life  have been drawn using a compass  words break in acute angles…. retracing it back to me Everywhere I turn, I end up nearing the vertex  failing infinite times by  Squaring the circles… Still, I can’t stop my clumsy thoughts… ellipsing my mind…. finding order…

Forgiveness

I reminisce my pain  How it was lined up  Grew up misled by my own man though don’t like him because I was mistreated So how was I wrong?   I never asked for relationship He acts like it’s my fault  when I ask why he starts getting rolled up He never cared; that’s my lesson …