An inkling of a bitching

I’m light, happy, feeling less and free. I am without your simple needs, healthy. I am content. But sometimes? Sometimes I’m reminded you exist  And a bit if your pain comes back. I want to scream and yell and cry But its barely an inkling of a need, Not enough to cause any true purging….


NOTE: IT’S NOT FOR YOU. MY MIND IS SAD, AND I WENT TO MY PAST… 😦 😦  I wish I could deny you this love, Deny you my heart, Deny every kiss, every touch, But I see that it’s too late for me, And denial now is not an option But tell me this my…