Mysterious Tears

Tears fall from my eyes
An unhappy little surprise
When the causation is unclear 
And my rock is no longer here

An overbearing sadness 
A disgraceful neglect of bliss
A torn sense of sanity 
Cannot stand their sympathy 

Frustration creeps in
A war I never win
Uncontrollable thoughts quickly flood
The only desire I have is to evoke blood

Why I cry is a mystery 
Time-travel back into my history
Search for the beginning, the start of it all
The primary moment of despair that led to my downfall 

Leave me to cry into a scattered slumber 
As my insomnia persists to encumber
Constant nightmares slice up my sleep 
A tedious life I am suffering to keep

I KNOW THAT HE IS WITH SOMEONE ELSE AND HE SAID ME ONCE THAT IT’S GOING TO BE ONE OF THE MOST DIFFICULT SITUATIONS WHEN WE THREE WILL BE AT THE SAME PLACE AT THE SAME TIME. AND I THOUGHT THAT IT’S NOT GOING TO BE SO DIFFICULT FOR ME TO FACE THE SITUATION AS I HAVE EVEN FACED THE WORSE ONES. BUT TODAY EVENING THE SITUATION CAME AND YES, WE THREE WERE IN THE SAME PLACE AT THE SAME TIME AND BELIEVE ME IT’S THE WORST THING I HAVE EVER FACED. I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I AM GONNA CRY OVER THE CONDITION BUT ON THE WAY BACK TO MY RENTED ROOM I CRIED AF. SO MUCH TO SAY, SO MUCH TO DO BUT MIND IS NUMB, I AM NUMB, I…………. 😦   😥    😦    😥 

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2 Comments

  1. Nice RENEE….

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    1. RENEE says:

      Thank you 🙂 🙂

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